| Where to find love |
| by Mark the Apostle, Channeled by Tamela Heath Hawley |
| This was from a session with St. Mark on the evening of September 12, 2001. The transcript is written unedited word for word. Mark's method is very interactive and so you will read the text of participants in the session as well as that of Mark himself. The topic is Where to find love. Mark also touches upon the events of September 11, 2001. Mark Let us pray. Divine love. Heavenly father. All that we see, all that we are, we give you our love. You, We, Everyone together in God’s eyes. Know all that you are is part of that called God. That is all there is. Know, keep, be. In God’s name. Amen Lorraine Amen Mark If you try to say too much in your prayers you will forget what you need. Indeed all that there is to say is love. God knows what you need. If you think about love you will send love out into that which causes things to be, and so for whatever purpose God sees need, it will be. And so, if you would please state one prayer from where you wish it to come. Lorraine Father God, I pray that your love touches each and every person in this country tonight, that they may be surrounded in your love. Display your love for all mankind. Amen. Mark Amen Clayton (incomprehensible)…I show love to all I touch. Mark Now, we will speak upon your mission. Indeed you are here for one purpose. To touch upon this place that which is love. All things, all people come from that which is. See that you remember how to pray. Try to remember your voice, that which comes from deep within. And when you resonate fully, that love shows forth with power that does not fade. So know that you are power because you are love. Now I say when you teach you know that you are love. Love comes in many forms. It comes with the power of learning. It comes through scolding. For sometimes, it comes from hatred. Love comes in many forms. If you teach that love can save these people, I say that you have all that you need. But what is love? Love is not just one emotion and love is not just concept or thought reaction. But rather, love runs deep throughout ones very soul. If you become part of that love within, you can see what is true. If you become part of that love within, then you can see truth. Because if you look tonight at how you feel, you will not find love. Tell me, how do you feel? Lorraine I feel scattered and confused. Mark Now, tell me, where do you find love? Lorraine Everywhere. Mark Tell me, can you become scattered inside that which is love? Lorraine No. Mark Do not teach love as some thing for which one can merely access through thinking or merely being happy or content. Teach love as something that is true and complete. If you say, “Love is everywhere.” Knowing this is true, but the student will not understand the truth. You must teach deeper. Where can you find love? Lorraine Deep within you? Mark If you find love within the very soul of yourself, then you will know true love. And when you see it everything becomes a part of your love. Lorraine Is it possible then, to go within and find this love…That’s not the question…To be with this at all times, to feel this all the time. Mark There are two questions that which I will address. However, you must deconstruct your feeling from what is true. How do you feel about love as well as how do you feel concerning your ability to access deep within? Lorraine To answer your second question. Sometimes I can access deep within but I am unable to maintain it. Mark How do you feel about this fact of maintaining or not maintaining love from within? Lorraine I feel that I allow outside distractions to cause me to let go and then its maybe days or weeks before I can access it again. Mark How do you feel about not maintaining for days or weeks. Lorraine I don’t know, I feel that it’s, I guess It’s a weakness, but I allow, or what I guess maybe others think of me or, I’m not sure. Mark How do you feel that you are not sure? Lorraine Well, that’s where the confusion comes in, because I feel that when I can access this love it’s a very, very good feeling. When I allow other things to come in and then its disruptive and I feel like maybe I’ve just lost something… Mark Therefore, your love is contingent upon your feelings. If you feel good, then you are love. If you do not, you are not. Clayton, what is your feeling? How do you feel? Clayton I feel a great connection to love and the commitment of love, but not necessarily always joyful. Mark You feel joyful, but sometimes you feel not joyful. In your feeling joyful, where is love? Clayton When I’m feeling joyful love is transparent, it’s not a conscious thought or feeling. Mark If you are feeling non-joyful, where is love? Clayton If I’m feeling non-joyful, um, love is at the surface of what…when I’m feeling not joyful love comes to the surface of who I am feeling that love is not received so it makes me not joyful, sad sometimes. Mark Therefore love, for you, is contingent upon your ability to accept. My saying is such: If you hold love contingent upon your feeling, you will not see it. Love does not reside within your feelings. Love resides within. There is no other statement. Say this once. Love resides within. Clayton Love resides within? Mark This is a question or a statement? Love does reside within, within your soul, not your body. Do you think that your soul resides within your body? Clayton No. Well, no and I can’t…I don’t have the comprehension of a soul residing outside my body. Mark Now, Lorraine, does your soul reside within your body or without? Tell me. Lorraine Yes. Mark Where then within your body resides such? Lorraine Exactly where it resides I cannot say, but when the feeling that I’ve described to you of going deep within, I just feel like I’m going very, very, very deep within myself and where that is, I don’t know. Mark Because, you will teach as I am you, that when you go within, do not try to go inside your body. This body does not hold love, it merely holds tissue and chemicals which maintains your life force which is inside you, your body that is. Life Force. But rather your soul does not reside within, nor does it reside without. But it is encompassed by God, throughout. When you go within go deep among the light, which we will call Love, be among that light. When you be among this light you can be where you wish to be. Now, where can you find love? Lorraine Right now I feel like I’m encased within it. It’s just there and it’s like a lot of, something vibrating around me…Could that be it. It’s very bright and it’s vibrating. Mark How does it feel? Lorraine I feel good. Mark What does that mean, Good? Lorraine I feel like another person. I don’t feel like Lorraine. I feel like I’m in the light and without care. Mark That would be love. Now, your description is sloppy. For, that exactly what do you mean, without care, specify. Lorraine I feel, not a part of this earth. I just feel like, not a care, not a worry, nothing, just light and vibrations around me, just, I just am. Mark How do you feel? Lorraine I want to cry? Mark How do you feel? Lorraine I feel love. That’s all. I am love. That’s what I feel. I feel like I want to embrace the whole world, everybody and everything that is a part of this world, I just want to embrace it and hug it and love it and say, “Here I am. Here I am.” Mark You must see what you describe as love. For truly you can access this, but after you touch it then you run from that because you think you cannot maintain that. I say go back to find that which is within. I have a reason, of course, for speaking thusly. Go back and find that which is love, true love from deep within. And when you go within do not go inside, nor do you go outside, but rather go among the light, part of God that which is. Go, feel, be love. Lorraine So warm. Mark Go and now describe yourself as you are. That which is. How do you feel? Lorraine I don’t know how to describe how I feel. Mark Try. Do not put definition, but rather speak the truth. Lorraine The truth is, I Am. Mark Devoid of feeling. Lorraine I just am. Mark Now when you have seen this, you can maintain that feeling, but only if you allow yourself to accept that love is not what should be or that which makes you good, but rather love exists. Period and complete. If you say, “I am love.” You do not say, “and therefore I am good.” Or “I am love and therefore I can see the gates of heaven.” You say, “ I am love.” Feelings are concepts known only in your world. Love is not feeling. When you think about prayer for those who crossed two days ago, who is in your thought? Lorraine God Mark God? Truthfully. Lorraine When I think in prayer about those that crossed over I think of how painful it was for them and wonder what it must have been like for them and I wonder if you guys were there to help them, to console them, to love them, which I know you were. These are the things that I have on my mind. Mark Feelings! Lorraine My feelings for them? The love that I have for them? Mark My saying is such: When you think about these thoughts, prayers and the condolences, you think about your feelings for those who you think were victims. I say, you are thinking with your feelings. But rather when you think love, you think about God and God knows what there is in the world. And all things return in time, all people whose souls come through here, this place, return to what is. Therefore, when you pray, then pray love, God’s love prevails. Not specifically for who or what as in their pain, but rather for love. Lorraine OK Mark There is much to learn from that. God will show you. I am confident in your skill as well as your love. Lorraine Mark, may I ask a question on that? When I pray for those I consider the victims, I should also pray for those who committed this act? Should I pray for their souls also? Mark Your world is among those which is battled between that which is light and that which is not. We are here to spread love, to enlighten that which is your world. When you teach, you will teach that love prevails and you will teach that love is what is. And when you pray, you will pray God’s love. That is all you need to pray. Think God, our father, or Allah, whoever, think that which is and say, “Our father, pray love prevail throughout and grant that which you wish among our people that your created and allow my light to shine as you indended.” Be that which you are and your love will prevail. So, when you pray you do not pray people, but rather you pray God’s love. You are not particularly knowledgeable about what occurs in your world. This is true. Lorraine Yes. Thank you Mark. Mark When you are within love there is no feeling rather merely love. Love is God and God is love. When you know this, you will see light within all things. Even that which wishes to see itself as dark. And when you see this, you will not be afraid. You will teach this as well as many other truths. Indeed all people will see that which you teach, love. You must know that your journey is beginning vastly since now, as we have told you, you are in the beginning of your world transition into that which it is intended, light. You will not see it in your lifetime, but you will be among those who produce the foundation and we are ever grateful for your gift. But know that if you do not choose to go forward, you will not. But if you choose to be one with this mission you will find yourself flowing with luxury and love because I say so. Why do you think that God would ask you to put yourself into the mission of light and then leave you to suffer alone? Lorraine He wouldn’t do that. Sometimes I doubt it, but he wouldn’t do that. Thank you Mark. I needed to hear that. Mark It has been busy. Lorraine I know it has Mark Because you are busy growing and we wish to help, but if you call upon that help, you will find that we are there for you always. Be not afraid to use that which is here for you. Know that you are God’s true people, because I am, you are, we are part of that which created all things. Lorraine You clarified one thing for me that has been holding me back and that is where the soul is, I’ve read that it’s above my head and I’ve read that it’s within my heart but I’ve just never felt that any of those…I would go within but I didn’t know where that was. Thank you for clarifying. Mark It is difficult to imagine where is the soul, but when you see what I am saying, you will know true peace. I say that if your body is harmed that is not relevant, because your soul does not reside there. You are vast. I am your guide, let me help you uncover that which truly lives within. Lorraine Please do. …The transition if you will, or what they call the new age if you will. Is it going to be a difficult thing? Will it hard for those of us who are trying to teach these things? Mark You must know that if you wish to speak upon this topic we must have time and this time is running short. Know that if you ask I must respond. Because I am here for service, therefore, I am here. Your spirit is good. I am saying that you wish to know more. God will not leave this place. When you transition from darkness into light there will be turmoil, but after you will find great peace. More than you can think upon the world. You will not see it, but you will be a part of that which lays the foundation. Lorraine Thank you Mark There is more to say and we will address at that time again. We know that this body is transitioning therefore your time will be varied, sometimes longer and sometimes quick. This is not because the session is harmful but rather the body gets tired. Indeed the session helps raise the energy and consciousness of beings that reside both within and about the body. And so to your people a prayer, love prevail upon your planet and share your light throughout. Thy love, God, will always live in truth. Amen. Lorraine Amen, thank you Mark. |
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